Lost…

Once strong for words, now speechless
Not knowing where to go, what to do
What to say, what to feel
My mind numb, my heart throbs.

A new horizon stares at me
Its sun's bright morning rays
Shine down upon me
Showing me a place I've seen once before.

In a distance I see a beach
With its pristine blue waters
Bordered with clear white sand
Lusciously inviting me to step in…

Walking on the white sand beach
Step by single step to the shore I go
With feet touched gently by waves
A cool breeze blowing, I hesitate...

Shall I? Will I? Could I?
A girl lost in a world…
What are you trying to make me feel?
I wish I knew…

September 25, 1999
11:12 p.m.